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Post by Toaster on Feb 5, 2012 5:07:28 GMT -5
I thought I had some interest left in this place, and I keep trying to bring it back. But... I just CANT. I really cant. My muse for many things has died the last few months. One thing after the other kept killing it to the point it is just, well, gone for the most part.
I think the final straw was when Xen had to leave. No no no I do not blame him, at all. I feel so sorry for him and what happened, really. And I miss him. Doesn't make it any easier that most people who kept promising and promising and promising to post never even get on anymore. I dont get why some give others that remain such false hope. Honesty about some of them simply not having muse would of worked, not crushing the remaining peoples expectations. Some of you might say "but you have several things to reply to". Yes, I do. But I don't even see the point when I know a reply from the other person will take another few months to come, or not at all. But I wont get any further into that. Another big blow is that this month is the six year marker of my best friend's death. I cant help but be depressed even more than I already have been.
So I am leaving. Sorry to Snow. But I cant do it anymore. I wish all that do remain the best.
I will not be giving away my characters. But people can go ahead and claim Kuylin. As for Covell, you can just say Socrates disappeared without a trace or something. The stress of stuff probably got to him. I recommend to the person who claims Covell to read the posts I have done with Socrates to get a better feel for what the place is like, and ask Snow because she knows as well. It's almost magical, really, and the place means a lot to me and all I wish for is that the next person to claim it does a good job and respects what I made of it. The idea for it was mine, so please love it as dearly as I did.
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